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` only God knowz..
Sunday, December 19, 2004.
8:34 PM
it came ovah me ina rush > when i realised that i luv u soo much.. that sumtymz i cry .. but i cant tell u why - why i feel wat i feel insyd =` baby sumday i'll fynd a way tu say just wat u meant u me.. but if that day nevah comes along - nd u dont hear this song, i gess u'll never know...
i *reeli` wish dat i kood tell him.. but im scared ov da pain i'll feel;; the pain wen u tell sum1 wat u feel for them.. u giv yor heart tu them.. and yor vulnerable tu the worst heartache wen they tell u thatz not how thay feel abt u >< saturdai sposed tu go tu coogee for hieu and heidiz birfdai buh dint.. sorri hunn.. erm hope u get bettah jordan =\ .. umz ended up going dentist appt first.. took forever coz dey werelayte then traind it from ashfield tu stratty.. nd i swear dere was dis guy stalking me.. saw him at ashfield station.. then he sat nextu me.. and near me on the train.. then he got on my train at stratty when i met colly..a nd got off at parra.. and saw him latah at parra comin outta portmanz.. lmao and we saw him come closah holdin a fone nd i go 'run run run' and first pearl was lyk wat? and den colly got it and we leggd it ROFL intu sum gayass cheapo shop =P i think it was blockout rofl.. anywayz yerh met pearl at parra and juss shoppd da whole day =D dint buy anything tho.. latah we playd ddr at funworld.. nd i met paul agen! rofl dat guy just keeps showing up everywher 0=).. freak ddr playah =P yerh i hatep arra machine.. tu hard and onli 3 songs =\ errrmz then we cort pearlz bus backtu EW and plaiid on swingz.. evryone was der and then danny nd androo shoutd us dinner at tha chocolate cafe thing..fark i was soo daym full.. then got pickd up arnd 9ish.. went back tu myplace.. harassed evrywun on my list abt summerdaze tix.. btw buy off me nd colly =D heehee yerh nd den she left =\=
sundayy.. tudaii~ was sposed go church.. argh but then forgot that i hav no shit tu wear tu work so went shopping wiff my cousin.. and i hada ring mitch nd tell him to go home from chatty becozz no one else was goign church =\ im sooo sorry mithc.. but i will shout u a movie and ur trian ticket one day ok ahaha. yes u can hold me tu it 0=).. um yerh so traind it to stratty walkd tu her house. den went shopping.. bought 4 tops, 3/4 black pants and 2 shoes =D fark i walkd intu dat cute shop expectin tha pants tu be like.. 50.. turnd outto be 100.. mai gosh could get my kookai sexy skurt for dat much.. anywayz yerh then went home.. aftah eating at clickzone =D traind it back tu epping and got pickd up.. got fkn massive headache now T_T ~~
` onli God knowz.
..how much i love you `