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` only God knowz..
Monday, December 13, 2004.
11:01 PM
See ryt wen i start letting go.. sumbodii wantz tu let me kno can thay tayk yor playce? no thay cant fill yor space .. no /~
I tried tu move on but yor not gone.. coz in my hs2rt u still liv on.. see no i kno why i'll nevah luv anotha for tha restov my lyf and why.. now that yor gone i'm holdin on.. and deep in my hs2rt i wanna move on.. and now i know why.. i'll never luv anotha for the restov my lyf /~
no matta how hard i try.. i cant erase u from my mind.. and i gotta find sumbodii new.. but i just cant get ovah u >_<
wellz a couplov thingz hav happend since i last bloggd.. ermz speech daii on thurs.. and yerh that wasat convention centre @ darling harbour.. then um metup with matt and saw bridget jones diary 2.. and stef came.. then camout met colly... uhh bummd arnd.. playd ddr.. they failed me twice so i didnt evn get tu play my favourite healing vision T_T yerh then um went capitol and ate korean.. omg so full then stef left and we tooka stickah =P umz then went pitt st.. my feet were dying by this time.. and i bought a lancome eyeliner =D $36 coz i lost my other one -_-" fuckn like 8th or 9th one htis yr man :@ yerh um thenz went shopping abit and then walkd tu fkn circular quay tu eat pancakes.. feeet were KILLING ARGH... buh omg the pancakes paid it off man.. i ate my strawberry patch nd sumov collyz devilz delight and sumov mattz ceaser salad =D=D thats the onlii salad inthe world that i will eat.. evryother taste z lyk shit =D.. ooh except the one at the jap restaurant at epping 0=) ehhe.. then we walkd lidool matt tu bustop and got pickd up and collyz mum drove me home =D
uh fridaii did nuffing cept nite went youth camp at lane cove.. it was overall a reeli great camp.. packd with games.. bible studiiz and reeli good talkz and praise and worhsip [coz i was on tha music team] rofl lyk not.. i acutalli was tu lazii tu wakup half an hour earli on sundaii that i got michael tu play for me insted ROFL thanx michael =D=D omgg last yr i remember packing down the food.. but this year the food was sooo chat.. saturday i spent mostov my time sleeping becoz i threw up all my lunch T_T i swear it was those chat grey scrambled eggs from breakast :'( ohhh gross.. anywayz yerh it was heeps good.. the theme was 'just visiting' ... based on our lives here on earth... we shouldn't get too comfortable.. and we should 'live as strangers in this world' becoz it isnt our permanent home... heaven is.. and we shouldn't get too attached with materialistic possessions becoz remember that nothing can be taken from this life!! yerh that was basically it.. and they were sum reeli great verses.. .. that were also printed on the back ov the sxc tyf yc_o4 shirt =D
"What does man gain from all his labor at which he toils under the sun?...
... Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole duty of man."
[Ecclessiastes 1:3; 12:13]
0=) anyway yerh got back on sunday.. wentu ew tu buy colly a flower coz itwa s her burfdai!!
happierst birfdai sweetie! =D=D=D.. todai did nuffing... cept updaytd ma fkn blog..
` onli God knowz.
..how much i love you `