Wednesday, December 08, 2004.
2:23 PM
boi its been a long tym since the last tym i saw u . it feels like nothings change ; since weve been together .. i must admit that i go crazii bout u /~
and i can see it in yor eyes .. that therz sumthin u wantu say tu me.. coz usualli right now you`ll be holdin ontu me.. but instead u tell me /~
that things have changed - theyre not the same ; and recentli youve found sumone that u decided to dedicate yor whole life tu... nd wat we had is bout tu be thru /~
and baby wat hurtz tha most ; is letting go.. i jus want u tu kno - that i luvyou so ; i kno things are diffrnt now.. youve gone and settled down and i thort for sure youd alwez wait for me /~
i'll tell u what hurts the most is i shood hav took tha chance.. boi wen u came tu me and offered me yor hand... silly of me i thort ; i'd alwez hav yor hs2rt.. i had the chance to hav all tha love - oh how i'm missing u now /~
i hate that ther is sumone new.. coming in and tayking my place.. doing the things that we used to do ; and making love tu u... and oh what am i supposed tu do.. its killing me coz i want you ; and u shood have known my love was troo and therz no one else in this world for me but you /~
*sigh* i kno that im the one to blame for losing you...
I reeli reeli wish that i kood be happi for u...
therz just one thing i need u tu do...
dont u touch her lyk u used tu touch me...
dont u love her lyk u reeli need me
dont u love her like u used tu love me.......
what hurtz tha most is letting go.. Just tu let u kno i luv u so...
*sigh* anywayz tudai jus bumming at home.. i beggd my mum tu let me stay home... last day ov school tudai 0=)...
` onli God knowz.
..how much i love you `