Wednesday, December 29, 2004.
10:51 PM
i know that everything happenz for a reason..
i know that God has a plan for me and that everything that happens is meant to be, and is in our best interests. And even if we don't realise it now.. we will in the future.. we will understand that.. and we will thank the Lord that it happend that way...
buh ryt now no mattah how hard i try i cant believe the words im saying. i dont know how it gets better. i dont know how the sun will shine as brightli as it did 2monthz before.
And recently you found someone that you
Decided to dedicate your whole life to
evrythin was perfect but those lyrix.. befoh tudaii =i couldn't sleep lastnyt.. i can't stop askn why..
why duzn he lyk me
why duz he lyk her
why duzn he think of me
why duzn he talk to me
why duz he hate me
why duz he think ima bitch
why can't it happen for me
why do i hurt so much
why duz he hurt me so much
why cant i stop thinking abt him
why cant i get over him >_<
` onli God knowz.
..how much i love you `