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Wednesday, January 26, 2005.
11:35 PM
tuesday_ cort train tu ct with colly nd david . . bummd at gloria jeanz and ate krn at capitol . . went gas . . it was good ~ buh wendii is leaving T_T i will miss her =\=aftah ate at hungri jax nd got pickd up b4 1 . penny kitty and pat slept over ~ roflz kitty nd pat playd princesses while i took photoz nd penny slept. . then i got sum videoz of pat playing wrestling with the bearz =S it was fucking hilarious . .
wednesday_ wokup . . ate . . then everybody fell asleep agenz and i phoned colly . . colly sweetie you KNOW i love you so so much . . nd if you can't remember read the christmas card i wrote you 0=) and times it by a thousdand . . im alwez hear for you .. and hear tu hit that dickhead over the head with my hockey stick roflz . . just givus a call nd its dun . . i love you~!~
hrmz wrote a new poem tonite . . they seem tu be getting shitter as i get older roflz . . sorta the opposite progression =\=
Torture
The pain in my heart . .
When I see that picutre,
Hear that song
The ache in my head
When I think of you,
Remember those times
Loneliness was the beginning,
Hopefulness was the journey . .
That ended in Heartache. .
You try to go on with you life,
and think that crying tears out will ease the pain.
But every night and day grows longer,
And it seems time slows down.
Because every minute you not with him
is an eternity of loneliness . .
; ; The Playlist of deprived songs
The Wallpaper of his face
The Memory of You and Him
Tortue is surely an understatement
` onli God knowz.
..how much i love you `
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Monday, January 24, 2005.
7:47 PM
sundai_ workd from 1 - 5 . . . work was good 0=) pretty easy not tu busy holy fuckness it was thundering lyk crazii . . i actually got askd if i didnt wanna work but i sed i would coz its time 1/2 hahaha anyways yerh . . hehe i hava smiling buddi! wow its so fun 0=) but gay . . ohwellz im gay =P umz then they told me tu work til 530 then when john came he let me off at my original time: 5 then i cort train from museum to central tu stratty to meetup with david and songco coz i had his jacket and we ate at this reeeli expensiv krn cafe but fuck it was good . .stupid david made me eat there instead of 50% off 2.20 beef bowl from work and i hada fuckn chipin ten bux stupid biatch den he made me and songco miss the train by one minute he wa slike ' stay like 5 more minutes . . not gonna make a difference .. YOU FKN IDIOT lolz . . but then he offered to shotu me feast on tuesday yER THANX FOR MAKING ME BLOATEd bEFORE gas -_-" anyywayzz yerh then cort train tu ew and got pickd up . . spent the nyt talking to dizon nd organising burfdai stuff . . i dun think i ll do anything massiv this year =\ we was gonna do sumfing wiff janet but reaalii cant be fuckd coz tu much hassle nd were lazyfatshxtz =P
mondai_ wokup fuckn 745 this fkn morning T_T yerh workd 10 - 2.30 lolz i was late to open and i didnt evn do tha bathroomz . . um then eniz came in with alby for interview at 11 -_-" and jeremy and eric came in JUST Tu larf at me . . fkn dickheadz rofl . . omg hada pretty shit day got told off heeeps coz it was reeli busy and stupid customers kept changing there order or didnt order the right thing stupid von biatchz -_-" yerh so i got lyk lectured heeps from jim . . omg and i served this thing once coz i was about to get it and then he didnt believe me so he checked the previous thing . . watta faggot anywayyz yerh gotoff then walked all the way to happy cup from oxford st and metup with tamz and colly . . got lychee ice with NO jelly coz i was pov .. then went markt ct and saw this reeli cute skirt 90 > 40 and im gonna get it tomorow =D yayy and theeen um went gas tu get flyerz sat at capitol tu write collyz name on em and metup with tamaraz cousin then went tu beauty place tu get tamz and collyz eyebrowz dun and i wantd to get my lip dun . . coz colly said it was full hairy T_T lOlz *Sniff* =\=\ bit harsh there \=\= . . yerh then wentu maccaz nd tamz shoutd me chipz yay and went playtime to watch her play puzzle bobble and then cort train home to ew then metup with michael nev jason jusub charlie nd elvio nd john nd stuff coz it was nguyenz birfday . . happy birthday hun!!! hope u dun drink tu much lolz. . then got pickd up nd now im home ready tu fkn eat dinner which is not ready =T_T
` onli God knowz.
..how much i love you `
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Sunday, January 23, 2005.
1:45 AM
saturdai/todaii_ was suppose dto work 9 hours tudai but swappd lauraz friday shift with myn . . thanx laura sweetie! 0=) yerh wokup at FKN 9 becoz bloooody purl callld tu say she was comin at ten -_-" then helpd mum make lychee jelliez . . had 2 packz ov mi goreng =P=P omg so craving forit now =\=\ then colly came and gotta lift tu stefz house and watchd one tree hill and slept for abit . . dunno why i was so fucking tired. . acutally most ov tha time i wasnt sleeping i was thinking . . being deprived lolz not ov him of lyk . . everything reeli =\=\ thats kindov tha worst kindov deprived =\ you know how when its just [him] you have your friends and family and shit tu help you thru it . . buh when its everything its just lyk reeli shit . . daym i hav an expansiv vocabulary lolz. . wow actualli i do =S i swear i did not look that up or use a thesauras or anyfing lolz . . i USE wordz lyk that ok! im smrt =\=\ haha umz then went down nd saw tha bbq tryd cooking shit . . did NOT work and then pat wallace mykal david kitty came and yerh just sat arnd tha bbq and only ate stuff that came from upsterz .. fuck tha chicken was sooo good i could SOOOO go for summa that ryt now lOlz . . OMG and when david shoved his frankfurtz on tha bbq he didnt evn notiss i took 2 of them ROFL i lyk stab it with my fork and runaway with it and hes like 'OI WHO TOOK MY FRANKFURT" he had no clue lOLz omg DROOLZ* over FKn chicken =\=\ T_T *lix lipz x1000* yerh then me kitty nd purl went fora swim and stef changd into swimmerz buh dint even swim! lolz . . then derek nd stuff came . . cleand up shit forus thanq SO much . . im sorrry we dint know you guys were cleaning T_T if you came and gottus =\=\ *sigh* well anywayz . .hada listern tu acez pimpology 2 cd =D that dizon took without telling me! grrz lOlz . . then um had sum cake oh Gosh it was fkn good . . sum icecream sorta cake with a daym good biscuit bottom . . and then this REELI nice passionfruit cheesecake holy droolnesz* T_T ooomg yuum then playda bitta piano and bummd then ppl left and more ppl left and then it was just stef anna colly purl kitty nd me rofl tha pigz and we ate lifesaver iceblox =D and colly nd stef were PISSING ME off -_-" im not gonna fkn hugit to sleep u gayfuckurrrz! rofLz . . WHO WASIT THAT NEARLY TOOKIT HOME HUH . . PURL ROFL jokez anyways yerh then collyz mum pickd us up then purl left straightaway and me nd kitty nd colly hada dnm nd then parents pickd us up and droppt kitty home . . and hear i amm bout tu read and go to sleep 0=) argh got work tomorrow =\ 1 - 5 no one plz visit me . . actually i dun care no more. . basically everyone knows watta faggot i look lyk in my fkn uniform ROFlz . . yay time 1/2 tomorow WOOTNESS . .
friday_ hada fkn open for work so wokup like before bloody 8 and got ther at 10 . . jim was working -_-" omg i was so shit at opening . . i was late AND jim did lyk half of it hAHA ermz startd tu starve 2 hours in lolz then finished fukn like 30 minz late coz jim made me work 20 mins more coz dey needed me and fkn faggot was lyk 'yor doing nuthing productiv' . . fuck you im doing plastic bagz grr there wasn't ENIThing else tu do T_T lolz but it was fun tu watch him work like a dog today coz jeremy didnt showup coz he didnt know he was on . . aww nd now he's fired =\=\ stupid fat fuck lolz . . yerh then after work eniz was lyk waiting for me for half an hour . . sorry =\ and got hungrii jax chipz .. reeli didnt eel lyk yoshinoya food tudaii haha then went galaxy tu meet dj ace and get pimpology 1 and 2 =D=D=D haha i sound lyk a fuckn faggot on tha last track . . but ohwellz . . wasup thurs nite late doin it perfect . yet i still sound gay ahha ohhhwellz =D thanx tommiii =D ermz then got him to buy me a bottle ov malibu for brendanz 18th then walkd down tu markt ct to give larissa my 18+ID which she wants tu keep now -_-" and then she wasnt evn ther so i hada givit to sum guy and then walkd to central tu catch fkn non airconditioned train tu meadowbank and got pickd up by brendan 0=) HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BRENDAN =P=P hehe oldcunt . . 0=) yerh fk the sausages and kebabz were DAYM good haha kareoke wif nick and calvin was funni az =P AND OBviousli pearl sang a fEW songz =P=P hhahaha omg sang our heartz out . . ppl shut all tha doorz tu drown us out hahaha it was funni . . onli had lyk 1.5 shotz ov black label nd 2chick drinxx . . uhh then around 9 ish gotta lift tu bustop when ppl were going ct and i hadtu lie on calvin brendan and collyz lap lolz . . then me nd colly cort tha bus to macquarie and then to ew wher we pland tu eat dinnah but then we cbf so just stayd on tha bus to collyz house and i was sooo tyred coz i'd been up since fkn 8am and so i was lyk dead on her bed and fkn pat stef nd david were on tha fone tu colly chuckn faTTest shiftiiz . . she kept walkn in and out ov tha room and turning on and off speaker and david goes one time ' oi colly can you takus off speakah' . . nd later i ask stef and shes like . oh its just coz speakerz a bitch . . ROFL NICE EXCUSE u know. .. NAH REEELI . . yerh then got pickd up and went hoooome .
thursday_ had work at 1130 - finishd arnd 330 ish - worked the same shift as lillian =D and then we went galerxi and playd ddr and i was tyrd so i faild frecklez hidden -_-" rofl how embarassing . . ohwell uumz then metup ryan olly burton and lillian left tu meet her bf and we wentu pitt st to go to allanz music and i got my sonata in c minor by beethoven =D rofl and i askd burton for ten bux to buy everytime by britney spearz but he was lyk 'im not giving you ten bux to buy paper! thats a bigger ript han plain paper!' rofl so he fkn taxd it -_-" . . anyways then ryan and olly waitd with me for my train tu come and then cort it tu ew metup with luke androo colly and just bummd arnd and stuff . . i was lyk broke i had 50c lolzz so austin shoutd me a chicken roll omg it was fkn good i got extra stuffing and extra gravy omg there was lyk a third left and i go 'i could so fit that all in my mouth' holy shit i cant believe i actually did it ROFL but when i was chewing like. . mostovit was hanging outta my mouth lolz dirty . . we were just mucking around ew . . omg and liv tried on my uniform . . how embarassing ahah it lookd so funni =P but still hot =S coz yer itz liv bro . . loox hot in enifing =D heheh . . then yerh went park and playd the game and i lyk kickd nguyenz ass =D then just bummd at park . . thanx min and charlie for buying me those yummi chewii grape lolliez =D =P hehe was just sitting on tha swingz by myself forawhile thinking *-) . . . . yerh lOLz and fiona metup wif sum filo guy ROFL 'fiona itz your mum! come home!' HAHAHAH . . anyway yer then cort tha bus home with nguyen and colly backtu collyz house and got pickd up
` onli God knowz.
..how much i love you `
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005.
7:31 PM
monday_ hada eating/bum day wiff colly . . wentu pickher up 1230 ish and wentu carlo court to buy all this shit fromcoles and food nd stuff and ate kfc and stole my mumz sui yook farn rofl and watchd butterfly effect coz my sassy gurl dint hav subtitles . . wasnt working T_T buh yerh i loVe that movie =D so trippy . . um theeen we had hot chocolate packd tu tha shit with marshmallowz aand had tuna and ritz AHAH yummz and watchd 4 episodes ov friends yayy i luuuv friends T_T theen cant remember wat we did =S=S ooh we ate pizza latah and watchd white chix!! hehe fuckn funni shieeet . . wats that picture on the wall?? err . . its my trainer=S=S . . OH THEY WANNA TALK ABOUT MUUTHURRZ ROFLROFL . . anyways yerh then collybum left T_T
tuesday_ wentu ew saw manda liv nd fiona . austin nd sophie and cort train to museum and ate at yoshinoya. . confirmed switching my NINE HOUR SHIFT on saturday tu FOUR HOURS on friday =D THANX LAURA SWEETIE 0=) and yerh ate ther .. i ate my beef bowl and finished off collyz lOlz yay =P annnd went galaxy for 2seconds saw laura jenipoo and went coco alley metup with jono lung nd billy went happy cup and gota pineapple ice goshdaym that shxt is good! and had fishballz omg was soo full byt hen . . and yerh wentu market ct tu play puzzle bobble AND I WAS CHAMPIION OF THE DAY NOT JONO . . rofl and we playd the bowling game and got chupachupz for ten tix and then ROFL DAVID . . I DID MY "THANG" And i got colly an extra chupachup ROFLROFL ". . can we getta nother lollipop ? ? =\=\ pleeezz becoz my friend reeli wants one =\=\ " ROFLORFL anyways then watchd meet the fockurrz at markt ct gosh dat movii is wun fuckn funni film =P orhae ROFL. . errrm yerh then wentup to galaxy and metup david ryan anisha krizia ibnu kitty penny mykal eniz makcel blahblahblah . . and then went down to capitol and lyk foundout no one was going gas so traind it home to ew and bort char sui farn and got pickd up . . droppd kitty nd penny tu epping station nd yerh went home 0=) uhh justmsnd then foned eniz til around 2 ish . . pix from tudai
wednesdai_ i think today NEARRLY NEARRLII topz off saturday . . my SHITTEST day these holidayz -_-" right . . well i wokup bit before 8 and cort train tu ct . . 1 - had to geta fukn 4.40 ticket becoz it was fkn 4 minutez tu 9 GRRR . . then cort the train tu central switchd tu museum . . 2 - get to work and was changing in the bathroom . . i totally fuckn forgot to lock the daym door i hav NO idea why . .like seriousli seriousli firstime in mylife i hav EVER forgotten . . but it has to be THIS Time that this guy walks in . . holy crap most embarassing moment ov my WHOLE enTYYYYREE LIFE AHHHH i could NOT look at him the WHOLE day T_T T_T T_T . . thank the Lord he was working in the back =\=\ anyway omg the hwole day i wa slike fccckn starrving coz i had the TINIErst breakfast T_T mum tryna starve me =\ HAHA . . yerh so the whole day i fkn was dyin then during peak hour . . 3 - around 1 ish i got reeeli dizzy and it was blurry and i felt sooo weak i wentu the bathroom and sat there for like aygez . . omg was sooo weak and soo hungri . . becoz its lyk that tym . . and i sat at the back for ages then manager sent me home . . and so i finisehd an hour earlii . . then like draggd my self to maccaz george st and was DYING of hungurr so i HAD to eat sumthing crap lyk nuggets grr and was reelei nauseous and i felt lilke feinting coz tha stupid chick told me to wait for my nuggets and i was like gonna collapse on the counter T_T i calld lyk 5000 ppl tudai to findout who was in ct grr and so i sat there by myself . .and then ben came thankt he Lord lolz . . and i whinged alot tu him . .then makcel came ben left we wentu play pool at galaxy and metup with eniz. . fuck i suck at pool T_T thats why i havnt PLAYEd in about TWO YEARS grr mayda fat fool ovmyself . . then playd ddr . . my legs were SOo weak from before and i suckkd . . omgsh tha cutest guy was at galaxy tudai ROFl buh makcel wouldnt intro us . . DOG lolz anyways then got easyway and chris nd stuff doggd me togo bondi and i cort tha train tu ew by myself . . 4 - IT WAS AN UNCONDITioned train . . AND I WAS BYMYSELF grr . . 5 - then waited foraGES by myself at the swingz .. thankyou SO much androo for being on time! then metup with danny who 6 - sed i had indentz as opposed to androo saying i had mosquito bitez -_-" . . then metup with wendii andrew nd gordon and wentu pc wiff androo nd wendii metup with michael aand yerh went pc . . then very good bbq . . ONE good thing - stole summa androoz char sui farn ROFL =D=D and then i met mum near franklinz annd went home . . wATTA SUCKII DAY T_T now im gonna call nev tu hava whinge rofl . .
` onli God knowz.
..how much i love you `
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Saturday, January 15, 2005.
8:20 PM
mondai_ stayd home cant remember wat elz
tuesday_ first day at work went in at 10 to do induction and tests nd shit.. just did runner. . then after work at around 130 went jasons bday at cashbox.. also ate at aznthai after k was still hungri had mamaz with pearl janet colly . OMG coco wa FUkn closed nd we didnt get our dreamies . also mist the fkn fyt ~ wentu gloriajeans central . . bummd evryone got free drinkz EXCEPT Me . . EVERYTIME ITS LYK THAT DAVID FUCKING HATeZ ME SO BAD i nEVER get free drinx and EVERYone getsem. . yerh so i paid fora hot chocolate and got xtrah marshmallows . . helpd colly do gas flyerz then traind it home
wednesday_ did nuffing
thursday_ workd . . started at 11.30 and ended at 3.30. . OMG COCO WAS CLOSED AGAIN WTF IS THIS and so went happy cup then market ct galaxy play kiddie games and got lil water pistols and had water fyt lolz then walkd up tu pitt st and got sxc new diesel bag for uniform from strandbags . . thencort train home and ate dinnah at ew wiff colly . . my favourite =D siu yook and char sui farn omg DROOLZ* yerh was in sucha good mood . .
1. work was fun
2. cute-az guy in yoshinoy - free perve for hours lOlz
3. fkn yummy beef bowl lolz
4. free kiddie gamez in galaxy from jono =D thanx hun =P
5. fkn funni waterfyt haha
6. sxc new diesel bag
7. fkn nice dinnah . . my absoloot favouriteness =D+D
friday_ wentu work round 10 T_T had to open grr hate opening - omg ryan came in before i finshed and then when i finishd and ate he doggd it and left becoz i mayda joke -_-" geez . . yyer then worked til around 2 and walkd tu george st maccaz tu meet mykal nancy daniel david nd colly then went coco FINALLY fucking pickup tha daym dreamiez gosh . . 80 bux grr and then walkd to darling harbour and then ryan eniz eric jeremy came . bummd . .rofl jono nd henri went on tha boat fing lolz funni ~ yerh then cort train home coppd a lecture from my mum abt not coming home after work -_-" then yerh just ate dinnah . .
saturday_ omg tudai was one fuckd up day . . SHITTEST day . fuckn come in late becoz central platformz were FULL fuckd and my train tu museum went around the OTHER Way gr . yerh 2nd day in a row late T_T then well work was alrite. . lunch break was goo d. . man the combo is so good i could go for one of them now . and then my 2nd ten minute break i hada coconut gelato which tasted . . not too good and i put it back in the freezer and woops forgot to take it lOlz anyway i finished earli at 5 becoz too many ppl . . yay had shift with lillian todai =D and i met mel . . and she lives down the street from me! =D hehe . . omg then after work fkn walkd tu darlingharbour in the heat tu stay ther for like 2 minutes and walk back to stupid galaxy so pearl could play ddr nd go home then walkd to happy cup got lovefruit ice with extra lyche jelly roflz . . walkd with collyand david tu central . missed the daym express train so cort allstops JUST madit THEN FUCKIN STRAIGHT AFTER DAVID GETS OFF I GETTA FUCKING FINE FOR FEET ON SEATS . IT WAS ONE FOOT MUTHAFUCKIN FATSHIT BXTCH OMG IT WAS JUST COZ I WAS AZN STUPID CUNTSUCKER T_T $100 FKN BUX AND I JUST WORKD MY ASS OFF THIS WEEK FOR N . O . T . H . I . N . G AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH COULD STAB THAT FAT LARDSHXT . .. EVERYONE IN THE COUNTRY . . WORLD DUZIT . . I SHOUDL FKN SUE THEM FOR MAKING ME LATE FOR WORK . . STUPID FKN CITYRAIL AND THEIR FUCKD UP TRAINS AND THEIR FUCKD UP FATSHXT CUNTSUCKER WORKERS AND THEYRE STUPID BITCHY TOPSHIT ATTITUDE AND THEYRE STUPID CLOSED PLATFORMS AND THEYR NON AIRCONDITIONED TRAINS AND THEIR OVERPRICED TRAIN FARES AND THEIR SLOWNESS AND INEFFICENCY TO RUN PROPERLY LYK A REAL TRANSPORT SYSTEM IS SUPPOSED TO . . PPL FUCKN RELY ON THEM BECOZ TIME = MONEY ARGHHH :@:@:@::@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@::@@:
*breathing* * calming down* T_T got pickd up from epping .
` onli God knowz.
..how much i love you `
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Monday, January 10, 2005.
1:10 AM
thursdaii__ went with mum tu ATO in chatswood tu get ma tax file no. then had lunch downsterz.. ooh ooh i saw rob goin tu get hiz hair cut lolz.. anyways umm walkd tu station and cort train tu town hall nd metup with jono.. then got easyway and walkd tu yoshinoya tu handin applications.. holycrap saw dizona nd then realised how gayy the fkn uniform was ohhh holyy shitt FULL buttoned up shurt with gross black pantz and the ugliest cap i hav ever seen T_T .. ahhh anyways.. yerh he lookd so lidool and cuteROFL.. um walkd back to town hall and watched Finding Neverland.. omgsh do NOT see it.. i thort it was lyk.. abt discovering neverland.. but its abt how the guy comes tu discover peter pan and how it turnz into a play =S=S yerh thennn walkd all da way tu KK and bought myself a blueberry which i got sickov heeps quick.. and originalz for jono edith ryan and dizon.. fuckn cost me nearli as much as a dozen original.. daym ripoff.. ummm then metup edith ryan and dizon at maccaz.. playd ddr and theeen wentu pitt st and walkd arnd.. saw the beautiful kookai skurt which JONO IS GOING TU BUY ME lolz.. then JUSt made the train home with edith 0=).. YUM had tuna pasta bake with buttered garlic croutons *DROOLZ* hehe . . . OMG playd war3 ft 3corr for the furstime in lke.. 1.5 years 0=D well back then in april2003 it was roc.. but yerh.. omg i suckd shit becoz i wasnt reeli concentrating.. ahhaha AND ITS NOT justan excuse =
saturdaii__ we hada PECK gurlz dai out.. Purl, Edif, Colleh nd kaCe lolz.. were lame =p anyways.. yerh metup with edith at epping.. cort trian saw henry sed hi.. colly got on at ew and metup with pearl at galaxy.. stayd there serioiusli.. 10 seconds .. then we went coco.. first dreamie in so long.. omgz it was SO wierd standing ther thinkin how we all havnt REeli beent here for lyk a year.. lyk us 4 used tu be dreamie crayzee.. evrytime we wenout itd be.. "letz go tayka dreamie!' now i wonda wher the fuck i got my money from.. ohh yerh thats right i didnt eat lunchout so i could hav money for fotoz ROFL how saaad... no wonda im gettin fat =\ ROFL jkz. =S=S i hada put that jkz in otherwise i'll get stabbed hahaha errrmmz yerh memoriez memoriez memoriez 0=).. *sigh* well we took a new pose.. it was fun =D and yerh left lyk over an hour later.. wentu eat krn food.. aiming to eat luncha nd take stickaz in an hour before the movie.. but then when pearl chagned her beef to chicken order she cancelled me nd collyz as well -_-" so wew ere sitting htere.. fkn starving our asses off.. pissed off as hell becoz we are FUCKING IMPATIENT PPL . . . REMEMBER THAT . . . AND ESPESSSSHHHLII DONT MAKUSS WAIT IF WE ARE HUNGRII . . . we get soo pissd off =S ermz yerh so we finalli got our meal when we askd.. and shoved it down and then ran tu tha movie.. no time fo stickahz.. and just missd the first lil bit =S but goshdAYM IS OLIVER JAMES FKN CUTE AZ CRAP . . . I AM IN LOOOOVEEE WITH HIM . . .hahaha aaanyways sigh* it was sooo good.. i soooo wanna go music school now!!! arghz =\ rofl colly heard me nd goes 'just so u can finda cute guy lyk dat aye' ROFL nd i go yerh.. haha but its not jus dat man.. how fkn fun wouldit be.. just jamming at lunch in the playground area.. outsyd in the fresh air.. nd evryone just joinz in.. man im lucki tu get lyk one person jamming wiff me.. rofl.. go us jen in yr 8 =D haha man jamming is tha fkn funnest.. ahhh i reeeeli wanna go music school now evn tho i suckshyyyt. . . and i will NEVER have perfect harmony and be able to tell the note when its plaid.. that is bullshxtness man ~ anywayz . . thinking about how shit i am at musix makin me depressed.. yerh rofl straight after lunch when we saw da movie i snuck in a whole grilld chicken burgah meal.. i was hungri ok rofl =s um then sat at starbux.. and then me nd edith cort express back from central wiff my cousin nd yerh got tu epping.. went home then to carlo court for unclez birfdai dinnah then back to auntiz house for pavlova and stuff omgshi YUMM*DROOLZ x5* =D hehe omg and now i wanna get um wats it calld.. the things from the gamez workshopz wher u can lyk make the figurines and paint htem wow theyre soo funn but soo lyk.. hard.. u havta be so steady 0=S ~ anyways
sundai__ just went church.. oh gawsh they had the wierdst milkii noodle stuff omg it tasted SOOo wierd.. so i ended up eating a whole plate of kimchi rofl.. by itself =S half dying after it lolz.. its hottah than im used tu.. anyways yerh the sermon was reeli empowering becoz this lady that survived 9/11 was ther.. and she riskd her lyf tu stay wiff dese children.. and not many ppl in this world tudai could do that.. and she didnt evn know them . . just praying that i can be so dedicated tu God's word to follow it lyk that. it also reeli touched me when she sed.. 9/11 was pure evil. selling lil children on the blackmarket is pure evil.. but wat also is pure evil is SAYING dat yor a christian.. and then leaving church forgetting God . . not praying to him. . not acting lyka christian. . and i guess i totallii agree withat =\. . and im just praying for myself.. and so many others who i know; hava hard tym upholding God's word and name . . and just really acting upon the bible. . so those of you out there who know this is you. . remember tu pray for strength ~ becoz our society is reeli one of the hardest tu remain a faithful christian. . so many temptationz . . "satan is masquerading as an angel of light' - cant remember the bible verse =S . . but yerh satan is in evrything. . he is lyk enveloping the whole world in evilness ~ and its not easy. but then its not meanto be. However thinkabout it. it is so small a task - to stay faithful to God and continue a relationship with him - than to sacrifice ourselves ~ even tho we cant do that anyway becoz we can never be as perfect as Christ.. but yerh - we hardlii deserve anything from God after allll hes done forus yet he still givz us the gift of eternal life 0=) so just remember tu pray pray pray ~ and God will be with you .
` onli God knowz.
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005.
9:56 PM
mondaii__ uhh cort train wiff colly to giv tix to shazz at hornsby.. yes sold 4 now ROFL met danny nd androo.. got flyerz.. hadto get off at ew coz fkn androo dint hava fkn ticket and made mE LATE fo rmy daym interview.. and hten at central the train fckd on me and so i WALKEd form central to daym oxford st and was like late.. sucha damn bad impression.. anyway i got the job yay.. and got sum applications. um then yerh metup with ryan lolz he told me he lost his job fuckah.. but yerh foundout today he was fkn lying tha biatch. um saw blade trinity then went back tu ew metup with the boiz for lyk 2 seconds then wentu torin to eat jap with my family..
toosdaii__ wokup earli to go to carlingford court nd do stuff for my job applications.. then went home.. reeeli quickli ate.. YUM I LUV GARLIC CHICKEN KIEVZ THEY ARE LYK THE BEST SHIT EVER.. omgg *droOlz* uhh then cort train from ew with colly.. ran for it lolz. um then we got tu TH.. just did shit all for like.. 4 horus.. just selling tix.. that morning we started off with 36 left.. in the end we had like 3 .. oooohh shiieet how much do we rock 0=D how much duz ceechong nd danny owe us APOLogies for DOUBting us now hahha =D nah but dannyz cool widus since he thankd us so much 0=) HAHAH and ceechong.. i guess i forgive u since u leant me ur fone 0=) buh yer.. wentu hotel nd got ready.. coz we came out all bum OH AND STEF DOGGD IT JUSSST LIKE WE KNEW SHE WOULD -_-" im dissapointed stef :'( YOU ABSOLOOTLI PROMISSED U WOULD COME AND I SED I WOUDLNT TALK TO U AGEN IF U DOGGD becoz this is seiorusli like the FINALFINAlll time.. AND we let u in on our top krew T_T i wantu cry and die and sigh *sIGH* ummz yerh then walkd tu fkn wharf8 in tha fkn rain.. and yer.. it was just Gr8.. haha yerh summerdaze wasnt that great.. it was actualli pretty good..t he djz were heeeps good. .musiq rockd =D better than usual buh i just didnt hava great nite.. lotsa fingz fuckd up on me.. eniiwaiiz fanx tu ppl for being caring;; ma gurlz.. kitty edith purrl colly, brian, robin, ceechong.. etc etc 0=) its all good now tho.. ummmzz yerh walkd back tu maccaz.. was fUckn starving since the STARt of tha daym cruise.. uhh OMG DIDNT ENDUP HAVING THE GURL ON GURL COMP.. GRRR DANNY!!! haha. yerh then sat in hungryyjax eating mACCAZ ROFL.. colly got my stuff down from the hotel for me THANQ sweetie.. nd yerh then watied outside hungryy jax fo rmy dad.. omgsh why duz he alwez has to GET OUT ov his car and WALK to me for -_-"its like.. the fifty thousandth time now grr.. anyway syerh droppd colly home then got home nd yer talkd tu ryan on da phone.. wentu sleep abit earlii..
wednesdaii__ did nuffing yay** hahah nah reeli cant remember doing shit except eating.. wokup arnd 1ish. um lolz i ate dinnah at arnd 8and then another dinner at 11 hehehe. 0=) just gotoff fone w/ ryan.. rofl tomroow going centrelink to get taxfile number nd handin application formz.. then seeing jono to eat kk and watch 'finding neverland' becoz he reeli wantstu =D lolz so do i.. woww i cant wait yAY
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Sunday, January 02, 2005.
3:17 PM
thursdaii__did absolute shit all day.. i think =S haha but yer spent all night thru til 5am friday morning talking to pat becoz his flyt wasat 8am .. aww gonna miss you pat! lolz..
fridai__NYE!! hehe umz cort train with kitty and penny [express] arnd 145 nd then changed to catch townhall train.. gotoff got easyway =D lychee blacktea w/ coconut jelly.. classick favourite hehe um then went playtime saw juno bo nd adam 0=) wentu galaxy.. saw jason um reeli cant remember wat we did.. oh yerh then went with david mykal anisha ryan nd jeremy tu gloria jeans rofl fkn cheapcuntz got the stampd cardz.. free drinx -_-" hahaha me kitty penny and anisha wer elike.. sitting sepret pretending we dint know them lolz.. then um dizon nd colly came nd we left.. er backtu galaxy.. i playd ddr wiff penny.. bummd arnd forabit metup with jenipoo nd michlele.. ndt hen gathrd evryone tu go capitol wif benji coz jay was down der.. doin .. stuff =S lolz.. and then took a massd stickah foto.. heheh COME SUMMERdAZE EVRYONE... lyk seriousli =P its gonna be like heeeeeps good.. cash prizes for heepsa compz.. lolz me nd kitty gon win tha gurl on gurl dancing comp =D lOLZ jkz.. nah.. CHEER FORUS man. =S evn if we shit =P uh anyways.. yer after that walkd alllt ha way to yoshinoya at oxford st JUST SO DIZON AND RYAN COULD GET 50% OFF LUNCH ROFL cheapcunntzz ~ yerh tha food was good.. thats wher i got an interview for ! yay =) hehe umz aftah eating.. ROFL ditchd jay and benji LOLZ sORRY HUNniz 0=S HAHA AND we saw dis hobo guy sitting in a phone booth ROFl.. umm then went back tu galaxy i Fink.. metup wid paul.. sold him summerdaze ticket.. YES ONE ROFl.. um yerh FANX paul ;);) erm just bummd arnd nd hten metup with poo ian charlie nd stuffs at hungrii jacks.. fatshit androo lOLZ.. and wentu meriton .. fkn nice hotel room.. fkn nice view ~ OMG and charlie ian and androo skulld dis FAt vase of baileys and milk hoooly crap lllzz... yerh lolz jane maduss drnk gros sbeam. ohwellz ~ ohnd fanx sophie fo yor smirnoff.. sorry i stolit =\ danny sed 'dw i ll buy her summore' then we umm went back tu galaxy i cant remember why.. OH we wenout to go buy more alkii and omg there was the cutest baby in the elavaturr hehhee OMG we were waiting outsyd hungri jax.. mai gosh made so many new frends der =D lyk lillian and her fwen at tha bathroomz ROFL.. yerh there wer these ppl taking pix outsyd hungri jax nd i got one tuu.. rofl they so funni 0=) heheh crax me up.. aNYWay den walkd around forabit.. ROFL colly stole a pillow from meriton holy crap it was SOOO FUNNI in tha lobby she was lyk whispering to me " can we walk faster.. ive gotta pillow under my jacket' ROFL AND IT WAS SOOO OBVIOUS ROFL.. and omg we ran across the road nd nearli got hit.. becoz lyk dey were heeps close nd i was like.. colly wait for d lights.. nd shes lyk.. nooo if we run now we dont get hit.. nd im like WE STAY HERE ND WE DUN GET HIT.. den she runs nd im like AHH nd i runafter her.. holy crap rofl... nearli dyedd OMG and colleh sif i was d tipsii one rofl ms.. stola pillow.. run across da road getus killd.. lolzz =P ohh eyrh den i remembered dat i forgot to go to greenbox at 930 tu go k wiff giang annie nd dstuff arhg.. so i went at ten.. and had sumov dizon archerz rofl.. and then they wouldnt gimme no more alkii. .so we went back up tu hotel room tu use bathroom lolz..and omg ther was like no morealki except beer.. yuckiii.. so ian gave me daym rum nd cola eww.. but der was nuffing so i juss drankit.. umz yerh nd den we walkd to darlingharbour.. nd yerh..just evryone was der 0=).. btw sorry evryone fo rbein a lidool annoyin bitch rofl.. esp ryan!! =S >.<.. sorry andy for sookin so much =S=S ermz yerh juss watchd da chat darlingharbour fireworks -_-"it was over so quick.. but yerh afters we just walkd arnd.. sorta lost collyy.. omg saw julie wowww she soo pretty lolz.. dizonz sistah inlawz sistah.. fkn model swear tu gosh.. yer anyways then found oclly nd david.. nd kitty nd dizon nd cort train backtu myne... omg in the next carraige.. like thru the clear doors was dis freak dat keptonlookin at me.. den dizon mad me wave at him rofl he was sooo wierd.. like seiorulis ketpton lookin at me =\=\ anyways oh yerh we left david at stratty tu wait for mykal rofl.. nd den got pickd up nd went home.. loLZ me dizon nd kitty finished off 2 trayz ov jelliez before dey came we wer elikeAHH HIDE It HAHAHa.. yerh cant remember wat we did.. but got back around 3ish.. ermz ROFL kitty nd i slept in my bed.. mykal fell asleep on my big red cushion.. and we made david go downsterz nd drag da matress up.. AND THEN DIZON slept on it and hten we kickd david downsterz tu slepe on tha couch ROFLROLFOFL it ws sOOo funni HAHAHAHA ..
saturdaii__ omg could lyk NOT sleep ALL nite coz kitty kept hoggin tha bed nd pushin me agenst tha wall rofl. nd snorin heeps loud lyk RIGHt in my FACe ROFL argh.. yerh erm wokup around 1130/12i sh nd ate saussages.. lyk lots lolz.. i went downsterz in to da lounge room nd sat infrontov david.. nd he wokup nd he was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH rofll =P anyways yerh hahaha i accidentli cut his finger wif my knife =S=S becoz me nd kitty stole his sasuage.. den he tied stealing ktity nd i ACCIDENTli cut him wiff my knife rofllz.. but anyways um yerh playd tekken 4..kickd sum ass.. omg dint evn know i hadit til that morning rofl.. mykal nd kitty fella sleep.. dizon lefta round 3.. and hten kitty was stilll sleeping.. then mykal and david left around 5ish.. and ktity was still sleeping.. then she wokup and we harassedd ppl to come summerdaze nd den janet nd penny were gonna com at lyk.. 6ish but dey didnt.. den i hada family bbq.. me ndkitty ate heeps =D nd lyk sat in da pool.. umz then did nuffing.. then talkd tu ryan.. then penny came cabbd it tu my house at like 12 ish sumthing.. then kkitty nd penny left around 1sumthing lolz.. talkd tu ryan on fone til around 3sumthing.. argh so tired
sundaii__ argh feel so bad i wokup at like 11 and calld mitch nd lyk fell asleep on d fone nearli lolz.. he sed he wasnt goin g tu church.. nd he sed we shouldnt coz it would be heeps rude nd disrespectful if wewere like slepeing and yawning in tha sermon argh so i wokup at like 230 nd ate nd pracd piano and just been blogging and doing photoz and shiet..
herez all tha photoz i took from NYE2004
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