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Monday, January 10, 2005.
1:10 AM
thursdaii__ went with mum tu ATO in chatswood tu get ma tax file no. then had lunch downsterz.. ooh ooh i saw rob goin tu get hiz hair cut lolz.. anyways umm walkd tu station and cort train tu town hall nd metup with jono.. then got easyway and walkd tu yoshinoya tu handin applications.. holycrap saw dizona nd then realised how gayy the fkn uniform was ohhh holyy shitt FULL buttoned up shurt with gross black pantz and the ugliest cap i hav ever seen T_T .. ahhh anyways.. yerh he lookd so lidool and cuteROFL.. um walkd back to town hall and watched Finding Neverland.. omgsh do NOT see it.. i thort it was lyk.. abt discovering neverland.. but its abt how the guy comes tu discover peter pan and how it turnz into a play =S=S yerh thennn walkd all da way tu KK and bought myself a blueberry which i got sickov heeps quick.. and originalz for jono edith ryan and dizon.. fuckn cost me nearli as much as a dozen original.. daym ripoff.. ummm then metup edith ryan and dizon at maccaz.. playd ddr and theeen wentu pitt st and walkd arnd.. saw the beautiful kookai skurt which JONO IS GOING TU BUY ME lolz.. then JUSt made the train home with edith 0=).. YUM had tuna pasta bake with buttered garlic croutons *DROOLZ* hehe . . . OMG playd war3 ft 3corr for the furstime in lke.. 1.5 years 0=D well back then in april2003 it was roc.. but yerh.. omg i suckd shit becoz i wasnt reeli concentrating.. ahhaha AND ITS NOT justan excuse =
saturdaii__ we hada PECK gurlz dai out.. Purl, Edif, Colleh nd kaCe lolz.. were lame =p anyways.. yerh metup with edith at epping.. cort trian saw henry sed hi.. colly got on at ew and metup with pearl at galaxy.. stayd there serioiusli.. 10 seconds .. then we went coco.. first dreamie in so long.. omgz it was SO wierd standing ther thinkin how we all havnt REeli beent here for lyk a year.. lyk us 4 used tu be dreamie crayzee.. evrytime we wenout itd be.. "letz go tayka dreamie!' now i wonda wher the fuck i got my money from.. ohh yerh thats right i didnt eat lunchout so i could hav money for fotoz ROFL how saaad... no wonda im gettin fat =\ ROFL jkz. =S=S i hada put that jkz in otherwise i'll get stabbed hahaha errrmmz yerh memoriez memoriez memoriez 0=).. *sigh* well we took a new pose.. it was fun =D and yerh left lyk over an hour later.. wentu eat krn food.. aiming to eat luncha nd take stickaz in an hour before the movie.. but then when pearl chagned her beef to chicken order she cancelled me nd collyz as well -_-" so wew ere sitting htere.. fkn starving our asses off.. pissed off as hell becoz we are FUCKING IMPATIENT PPL . . . REMEMBER THAT . . . AND ESPESSSSHHHLII DONT MAKUSS WAIT IF WE ARE HUNGRII . . . we get soo pissd off =S ermz yerh so we finalli got our meal when we askd.. and shoved it down and then ran tu tha movie.. no time fo stickahz.. and just missd the first lil bit =S but goshdAYM IS OLIVER JAMES FKN CUTE AZ CRAP . . . I AM IN LOOOOVEEE WITH HIM . . .hahaha aaanyways sigh* it was sooo good.. i soooo wanna go music school now!!! arghz =\ rofl colly heard me nd goes 'just so u can finda cute guy lyk dat aye' ROFL nd i go yerh.. haha but its not jus dat man.. how fkn fun wouldit be.. just jamming at lunch in the playground area.. outsyd in the fresh air.. nd evryone just joinz in.. man im lucki tu get lyk one person jamming wiff me.. rofl.. go us jen in yr 8 =D haha man jamming is tha fkn funnest.. ahhh i reeeeli wanna go music school now evn tho i suckshyyyt. . . and i will NEVER have perfect harmony and be able to tell the note when its plaid.. that is bullshxtness man ~ anywayz . . thinking about how shit i am at musix makin me depressed.. yerh rofl straight after lunch when we saw da movie i snuck in a whole grilld chicken burgah meal.. i was hungri ok rofl =s um then sat at starbux.. and then me nd edith cort express back from central wiff my cousin nd yerh got tu epping.. went home then to carlo court for unclez birfdai dinnah then back to auntiz house for pavlova and stuff omgshi YUMM*DROOLZ x5* =D hehe omg and now i wanna get um wats it calld.. the things from the gamez workshopz wher u can lyk make the figurines and paint htem wow theyre soo funn but soo lyk.. hard.. u havta be so steady 0=S ~ anyways
sundai__ just went church.. oh gawsh they had the wierdst milkii noodle stuff omg it tasted SOOo wierd.. so i ended up eating a whole plate of kimchi rofl.. by itself =S half dying after it lolz.. its hottah than im used tu.. anyways yerh the sermon was reeli empowering becoz this lady that survived 9/11 was ther.. and she riskd her lyf tu stay wiff dese children.. and not many ppl in this world tudai could do that.. and she didnt evn know them . . just praying that i can be so dedicated tu God's word to follow it lyk that. it also reeli touched me when she sed.. 9/11 was pure evil. selling lil children on the blackmarket is pure evil.. but wat also is pure evil is SAYING dat yor a christian.. and then leaving church forgetting God . . not praying to him. . not acting lyka christian. . and i guess i totallii agree withat =\. . and im just praying for myself.. and so many others who i know; hava hard tym upholding God's word and name . . and just really acting upon the bible. . so those of you out there who know this is you. . remember tu pray for strength ~ becoz our society is reeli one of the hardest tu remain a faithful christian. . so many temptationz . . "satan is masquerading as an angel of light' - cant remember the bible verse =S . . but yerh satan is in evrything. . he is lyk enveloping the whole world in evilness ~ and its not easy. but then its not meanto be. However thinkabout it. it is so small a task - to stay faithful to God and continue a relationship with him - than to sacrifice ourselves ~ even tho we cant do that anyway becoz we can never be as perfect as Christ.. but yerh - we hardlii deserve anything from God after allll hes done forus yet he still givz us the gift of eternal life 0=) so just remember tu pray pray pray ~ and God will be with you .
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