Thursday, February 03, 2005.
10:29 PM
why is it that we alwez get wat we dont want . . but never seem tu get wat we DO want =\=\ . . its the same with guyz . . you like the ones that don't like you . .that you don't hava chance with . . but you never seem to like back those fkn rare ones that lyk you . . the ones that see who you really are . . and still like you for it . why why why .
*sigh* i guess its a subconcious thinking . . asif we wannit to be that way ! ! ! ~ think i enjoy getting my heart broken and vice versa ! ? not hat anyone ever really likes me to be truly hurt anyway -_-" =\ - - but yer . . why are feelings sucha bitch . . why cant they work how we want them to work =\ . . why cant i lyk the nice sweet smart caring guys as opposed to the fkn prick bitchz who treat me like shit . why do good gurlz lyk bad guy =\ ? seriousli . . . if you hava thort plz comment . humanbeingz seriousli are abit fkd up . . but i guess thats how God made us and there must be sum reason for it . even if we dont know it now
boiz say girlz are complicated . . well i'd rather be complicated than be a prick and a dikchead . .which is wat most guyz are . were complicated becoz your not supposed to understand gurlz just like that *clix* its something you havto work towards and like . . major in lolz . . its a prize . you cant just get a girl one day . . decide you dont want her anymore and drop her . IF YOU DO me nd lyk the 50 billion trillion restov the gurls in the world will come smash you ..
hrm i think ive had enough of thinking/ranting/smartness talking lolz . . gnyt evryone ~
` onli God knowz.
..how much i love you `