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` only God knowz..
Saturday, September 30, 2006.
9:13 AM
before starting my farewell entry, valedictory at the wentworth was SO fucking amazing, i had SO much fun, the decorations, the food, the atmosphere, the place - everything was so incredibly beautiful. and not a tear was shed, that was really good on my part! and edwina bartholomew came, the head girl of 2001 (the year we entered yr7 at abbotsleigh!) afterwards we were gonna go out but then half our group bailed. then we were gonna go cargo with hailes group, then their group bailed. so we chimed in with dee's group. was gonna cathc a taxi to the blackett, but the stupid taxi driver was like ' oh its really close' and we had to trek it there in HEELS from phillips st to corner of king and george. anyway i got changed into ales dress, then we walked down to cargo to find out it closed at 2, and so we cabbed it to kings cross, waited for ales taxi because she didnt fit =( byt hat time it was 2 and we wento vegas, it was pretty shit, 'just like an rsl' =P but the bartender upstairs was sucha champ he kepton cracking the corniest jokes haha.. and after that we wento empire, but larissa didnt get in, so i doubt i wouldve and we went back to vegas and i was gonna play pokies but this irish dude was annoying the hell out of us telling us to go upstairs to the 'nightclub' and not sit around and play pokies coz we could do that on a monday or tuesday night.. so we just left and larissa reallly wanted to go home, and so we cabbed it back to mine and took off the wealth of makup i had on and slept.
so school is finally over,
it's so hard for me to be sad about it because i know i have been waiting for this my entire life. but then every single memory of every school day, going down to chookas for lunch, cruskits and philli, vitawheat with cheese and vegemite, toasted sandwiches, a fat load of cup noodles and cupa soups, being late to every single lesson, finding out if mrs phillips is in a good or bad mood, copping shit from little for being late to music AND extension music =P, THE AUDITORIUM... MY SECOND HOME.. god i will miss you dearest auditorium grand piano T_T, C1 - home of the legends, MC4 omg Jess's second home! which makes it my 3rd home!! lolz, our really close software class (big fat tear*) who will never be reuinited again after the val (except in the exam) mr raymond and his little friend pinky, the IT department and my favourite person =S =S hahhaha.. and just every single yr12 girl, every moment walking down that yr 12 corridor and smiling or saying hi to at least 20 people, scaring henna, my infamous jarrah hot chocolates wiht 4 marshmallows that will one day give me diabetes.. *sigh* how can i say goodbye to it!? i still haven't said my goodbyes, it still feels like after 2 weeks im going back there (which i am) but it will never be the same again.
No longer will i run for that 7.27 train at epping, no longer will i catch the 628 or 629 bus home at 410, no longer will i carry that big fat heavy turtle bag, no longer will i trudge across that overpass WITH that big fat turtle bag, no longer will i see larissa come on to the train with her big red cup of cereal (she broke it), no longer will we do stupid things, dances, sayings, and be overly hyperactive with my entire group at school =( i haven't let it all out yet, because it still hasn't hit me, but i am almost in tears thinking about every single memory i'll miss, and how i can never do any of those things again, like wear my winter uniform ( no matter how much i whinge about it.. i will always love you! lolz)
and my gosh do we have enough memories larissa, about a billion and 1.. possibly more than anyone. we have shared our lives together for the lsat 6 years.. and through those years weve had an enormous wealth of good and bad times. (refer to winter shirt for some) dearest dearest mapupu.. i will never ever forget you.
goodbye abbotsleigh yr 12 2006.. the funnest times were with you, i will miss everyone soooo much!
` onli God knowz.
..how much i love you `