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` only God knowz..
Tuesday, June 05, 2007.
4:28 PM
how odd, it actually has been 4 months.. its now june and me and pat have been broken up for about 5 weeks now.. its so weird because we had been together for 2 years and two months, and being without someone after that long is definitely difficult. but i made the choice even though i wonder if i did the right thing almost everyday. i know the beginning is long and hard, and its supposed to be. i guess i was never a great girlfriend anyway and he hopefully finds someone a lot better than me 0=)
apart from that i guess ive been having a lot of fun, struggling to pass uni, but still having a lot of fun. catching up with quite a few friends i didnt have the time for before.. and working quite a bit coz ive racked up quite a debt on the credit card (what idiot gave ME a platinum! lol) but yeah.. 1500 in the last month is quite pricey for me seeing as my usual income is like.. 120 a week lolll arghh end of semester soon. oh no exams!! then midyear break which is totally welcome even though every week is almost like a holiday, i only have 9 hours hahaha.. im only doing 3subjects this semester bahaha yesss lazy shit! =P
` onli God knowz.
..how much i love you `